haha. new blogskin again.

this one is seriously cute. haha =) might change at any point in time, i don't know.


well, today, i am not in a pretty good mood. cuz my post in the actress of the drama night is cancelled.

just because i am also the light manager and tianyi can't really cope with the lights and the projector, i am being downgraded.

i am not blaming this on anyone else. i am blaming on myself, get it?

i just don't know why i am getting unluckier this few days. sigh.

i think that i am getting too emo now, i think. sigh.

but at least, after i get "downgraded" i still have a applause from the CSD members right? well, i guess i am treating this as a reward for downgrading myself.

but this is the kind of reward that i get? sigh.

ok, i think that i shouldn't say it as if i am blaming it on others. cuz it wouldn't be fair for others.

i am totally going crazy now. and zhiqi isn't in singapore in this moment in time. pearl has temporarily taken over her place. pearl is damn funny luhh! she and ziqin went to the lake there and one of the uncle caught a turtle (pr tortoise?) and gave it to them. dunno where they found a container and they placed it in there. they brought it to the class to play with it. the pearl kept letting it crawl on her hand, hoping that the pet would exercise LOL =) haha.

then got the rehersal lor.

then went for lunch at 7-eleven with xinhui, lee fang and gloria they all. so fun luhh=) we threw all rubbish in the centre and talked about the class chalet. gloria and lee fang so good luhh, wait for xinhui for so long also can. really like their friendship whereby they treasure it alot =)

i think i have crapped enough. BB




can't believe that the hols have already started.. but there is still dance camp, dance practices, tuition, piano lessons, homework, drama nite, school.. SIGH

sec sch life is really getting on my nerves

sigh.

let's talk about the good stuff ok?yeah.

zhiqi and i are really getting along quite well (: yeah. i am so happy.. not that just the fact that she is top10 in the whole level and first in class.

it is that we really get along pretty well. :DDDDDDDDDD i am so freaky happy!!!! yeah.

onions are going to have a class chalet in the hols. the details are as follows.

Class Chalet! @ Costa Sands Resort (Pasir Ris)159M, Jalan Loyang Besar, Pasir Ris Park, Singapore 509404.
Tel: 65822537
Fax: 65822098
Chalet fees: $140 (2 Premier)
Budgeted food fees (BBQ, breakfast): $400
Class fund subsidiary: $200
Total Money Needed: $340
Total money needed to pay by each person: $8.50
BRING YOUR $8.50 on MONDAY!!

Itinerary as follows:Meet 2.30pm, 4 November at chalet's lobby.

4 November
2.30pm-3.30pm check in/settle in
3.30pm-5.30pm play games5
.30pm-6.30pm preparation of bbq
6.30pm-9.30pm bbq*
9.30pm-10.00pm clean up*
10.00pm-11.30pm gossips/bonding session*
take turns to bath during this time.

5 November
8.00am wake up!!
8.00am-9.00am wash up/packing of belongings
9.00am-10.00am breakfast.
10.00am check out.Home!!
Check list:
-Pay treasurer $8.50 and tell her whether you'll be staying over.
- Pocket money
- Clothing Undergarments
- Torch
-Toiletries (tooth brush, tooth paste, towel, shampoo, shower gel, etc.)
-Sleeping bag ( dun bring u sleep floor lor. )
- Camera (for the memories!)
-Etc.
There is free shuttle bus to the chalet from pasir ris mrt and back. Timings can be found @ http://www.costasands.com.sg/web/exploreAndPlan/bus.aspx

just helping so that ppl that visit my blog and is an onion can know this. remember to bring the $$$ so sad that lee fang is going already DDDDDDDDDDDD: to SOTA. her art is fabulous ok.. so pro luhh.

haha. that's all. BB









yeah! went shopping for the props for the CSD with kaiting and zhiqi. kaiting and i went to mcdonalds as zhiqi had to stay back for a while. during CSD, the teacher was angry with us coz the ppl that had to act still never remember the lines yet and we were not serious enough DDD: so we tried to remember.. then the boys kept using the handphone to listen to music i think then the teacher also scold.. DDDDDDD: diao luhhs...haha. back to story

then we went to the popular. kaiting kept walking to the wrong direction (: lol. then we went to buy a wrapping paper and the marker. then we headed for PP (: we went to buy the famous amos, then go to the comics connection for fun. then we went to the giant to buy table cloths, party things and the whipped cream. the table cloths couldnt find =.=" the party things only found the poppers.. we decided to buy more so that we can use them after the whole drama nite and celebrate ((: then the whipped cream we went to the cold storage. we went to see plenty of different kinds of cakes and kaiting went to take pics of them. then we bo liao so we went to see the models showing the different jewellery. then we went to the shops that sold different "weird" things as we had to buy moustache for mon hsien as he was the father and he had to wear that. i had to ask a man that was in-charge of the shop and it was damn humilating =.=" the man stared at me like i was some kinda idiot =.="""

then we went to Mini Toons :DDDDDDDDDDDDDthen kaiting asked. the woman was damn good luhh, she even told us that the shop on the top level sold it. then we went up there but it was sold out =.=" then kaiting suddenly took a call and she was like standing away from us. then we just wait for her luhh, i mean ppl just don't want ppl to hear who they are talking and what they are talking about right? so zhiqi and i just wait lor. then she suddenly cried..? then we comforted her. we brought her to the toilet to wash her face. then it was sort of settled i guess..? lOL

then i went to the kopitiam to buy a iced milo and remember, i still owe zhiqi!!! lol. then i asked them to remind me to do sth.. and now i cant remember liao? lol. they will remind one luhh, coz i absent minded =.=" lol.

kk, that's all i guess. thanks for the ppl that have tagged!!!!!!!! thank you so much!!!!! LOL

i am being lame =.="

kk, gtg.. bb




really.. i mean that many ppl just treat others like .. ? sigh.. in my life, there are like so little ppl that care about me..? sigh.. i don't know why but i keep sighing this few days.. sigh.. look, there i go again..
getting the emo self again? i think so.. remember.. if you look into previous post, i am actually 48% emo.. sigh.. which is a good thing or a bad one? i don't know.. pls tell me..
sigh.. some ppl do get too much of themselves.. they just show their good front in front of ppl and they keep their negative front behind ppl.. which is not being pretty frank with ppl.. sigh.. only spiral world tag my blog.. sigh..


hahahaaaaaa. lets talk about the good stuff, ok? yeah!
tmr have the celebration for the ending of EOYs and we are going to have a superliciousssssssssssssssss time ahead!! tmr also going to CSD then we going to PP and buy the props.. (: yeah!! with all the girls from the CSD i guess.. pls be enthu onions!! on the day of the class outing!! just have fun and let loose.. don't so like bu2 yuan2 yi4... pls... :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

i think that's all for today ..? maybe.. hahahaa. BB




changed the blogskin ytd, and the blogskin really rocks! it really shows how i feel now, i really want to rewind and go back to my childhood life, i really want, i mean, who doesn't? dance was okok, just that really strenous that we got to do all of the dance steps that we have not been doing for so long, and i did not practice!! *tsk tsk* lol. CSD was ok luhh, just that zhi qi have to go to the MSP mysia trip so she cannot perform any more, and they have to choose another ppl. blog later, playing club penguin now. BB




two guys from CSD, foreigners one.. [ps. only one singaporean guy in the CSD mahs.. lOL] they argued and NOT over a chair my dear lee fang.. lols..aiyah.. today nth much one.. just the usual.. just that later have BBQ =) yeah. i am like freaky bored.. today just realised that for two days, which are going to be hell, 16 and 17 of oct, we are going to get back ALL of our EOYs results.. pls............ let me pass with flying colours.. i want to remain in CCHMS and HM and DANCE........ pls .. i really want to do well.... then i can go to Korea with high hopes of enjoying myself there..... pls..................

pls...............................
=.=" lol.

busy playing club penguin.. luckily they returned my two puffles.. or else the moderaters of CP would definitely see the wrath of my hatred.

thats all. BB =)




ahhaaa. i don't know what to put for my title.. LOL
today was superlicioussssssssss cuz i got to go shopping with ting, lala, and chinny(: which was goodddddddd one reason cuz there's no exam (: yeah!!
we went to eat burger king, and we piled up high our fries together, i think that it filled sheila's whole plate (: LOL
we actually went like this first: lala and chinny went to tm first cuz lala end bball early, so huiting and i went ther later. CSD as usual, was pretty of a slack, but it was fun(: i am the xiao you's friend(: LOL
tm we ate burger king cuz there was offer of only $4.95 and there was a free gift of my dearest chocs: oreo wafer stick :DDDDDDD LOL
then we took neo, it was fun(: we took a lot of time to edit it (:
LOL
walked around.. nth much to do. deciding that going out with two thrifty ppl like lala and chinny, you cant spend much money!! LOL jkjk




i guess there's still hope, if you are willing to let it go.




CSD totally rocks ok... does the ESD let everyone have a chance to be on stage? no.. but we do (: cuz everyone is should be given a chance as everyone is special in their own way and not allowing to go on stage, some ppl might not be happy at all.. going up on stage doesn't mean that must talk, we are giving those that are in the backstage a chance to go on stage and act as xiao bing (: which is really cute :DD
i didn't know that there might be so much conflict between ppl. they don't show it out that they hate or dislike a particular ppl and they keep it to themselves cuz they don't want to show others their hatred in them. this is the first time i have experienced this and never thought that in a class there might be so many things that we as classmates have so many conflicts between in each other. i would not mention any clues or any names. this is confidential.
some ppl just need some thinking over themselves and think whether they have or not done anything wrong that might have hurt another person's feelings. one should be more humble as a person and not boast ppl around like you are the boss around here, but most unfortunately, you are not. well, just three words to say to you"THAT'S TOO BAD!!!" and piss off before i show you the hatred that has accumulated inside me. now get off!!

that's all. bb




cannot even believe that EOYs are finally over... after so many days of awaiting it is finally here (: yeah.
today was like super cool lorhh.. i thought that acc was going to be like super difficult but i was proved wrong (: yeah!
mr teo said that the math paper1 which was like hell and that i had a stomach flu on that day, he was actually the bad guy that was behind everything that started everyone's torture. so he was the culprit (:
he marked ours liao.. and nevertheless the person that got the highest was the math pro which was kahyong.. sigh, just hope that i can pass with at least 30 marks then can liao...

today was CSD day and many ppl actually joined the CSD instead of the pathetic ESD (no offence). we went to LT2 and we ji1 he3.. lots of ppl there and actually Mdm Ng Huee Cheng was our in-charge.. well it is probably not going to be hell (: luckily.
so shiok lorhhs.. we actually slacked throughout the thing cuz xiao chen wrote the stuff out of point i think then he had to rewrite the whole thing again.. well not EVERYTHING.. lol
then we bought stuff up to eat (:

well, can't think any further... bb




hey!! now the EOYs nearly ending.. just one more.. just one more and the torture is over!!!! ((((((((((((((: you can't know how i am feeling unless you are a study freak : DDDDDDDDDDDDD lol. jkjk arhs. just have one more paper, the ACC paper and that is it!! end.((: lots of shopinggggggggg to be promised and lots of huggssssssssssssss ((: ahahah. i know that i am going crazy.. ahahaha. but i think that it should be ok cuz i think that sure a lot of ppl sure also like me very siao siao liao right..? admit ((: LOL. just downloaded the iTunes ((: now i can listen to songs on the com :D yeah. zhen zhu santa ahyi tell me how to download ones... so must congratualate her (: some more i listening to 我又初恋了so the atmosphere is totally different :D hahahaa. pls tag i would response real quick :D ahahahaa. just got to revise for ACC gtg. bb ((:




ahaha. i am just being as lame as ever.. lol.
why do ppl don't blog..? they say that they are too over emo..? ok.. well, i get it now i guess.. (:
pls watch freedom writers!! it is supper good ;D very touching story line and that is what i deem as a supperliciousssss teacher ((: if she were to teach me, well that would be heavenly (:

things that i want to get it done over the holidays or after the EOYs

- get the book "freedom writers' diary"
- get the movie rented or watched "freedom writers"
- get the book "harry potter and the deathly hallows" read finish
- go shoppinggggggggg ((: hahahaa

that's all that i can think for now. if i do have anymore, i would update.

mug hard kiddies!! 2 more to go !!!!! whizz ...




just had the science test... phew. 11papers..9 down..2 more to go ((: i am soooooooooooooooooooooooo excited!!! ahahaaaa. thurs and fri going to go out shoppingggggggggg and spending money ((: ahhahaa. celebrate kor kor and di di bdae ytd. the bdae cake was superliciousssssssss ((: we went to jack's place to eat. waas super nice ;D yeah!!

pls tag....... tyty. ((:

cant think of anything more to say..

maybe later.

here comes a sneeze...


at-tishooooooooooo!!!!!!!




well.. as i said in my title.. i think that today is ok luhh.. lots of foodies ;D tmr is didi's bdae.. pls wish him happy bdae if you are a good kiddie!! jkjk.. still no reply for *... sigh.. nvm.. got to mug hard luhhs.. but just cant stay away from the com luhhs.. nvm.. must be disciplined!!.. my right shoulder got severe muslce ache.. ytd put the ointment then immediately HOT HOT!! lol... hahahaa.. now pain again!! sigh. ahahhaaa... pls tag if you are a good ppl ;D thanks a lot!! btw.. jiejie help me to put the two new songs in my blog!! thanks jiejie !! love you <3

mugging in process**...

gtg..

bb...









You treated me as your time huh?
Now that you wound doesnt hurt
You just want it to open up again
By exposing yourself to the threat again
I realize that you do’t understand what I mean and stuff…
So what’s the point?
I think the friendship and thoughts and hopes that I had for you had died
I thought that I would get your heart here.
But in fact,
You just treated me like some other normal person.
Thanks a lot
I appreciate what you have done or have not done.
I won’t bother about you anymore.
I guess my hopes are dashed.


from val's blog. sorry for copying but i think that it is very relevant for the time being. thanks pal!! (:




i am sorry... really sorry.. sorry.. sorry... a million times. who would you forgive me...????? pls do...

i am really sorry.............
dont let go.....